Sitting, musing and wondering what my tomorrow will look like

I make today influences the uncertainties about my future and the results likely to emerge from them. So if there is something I  can do right today, it sounds safe to keep at it because history naturally repeats itself. Conversely, if there be something I do wrong today, it remains wise to get it corrected because it may

just be a wildfire in my tomorrow. My uncertain tomorrow is influenced  by today's a while ago, I sat here wondering what to do with myself. Although I still am, a student fully under parental control financially, there is still that insecurity that bashes my confidence every time I think of the future. I resort to musing, however nothing spectacular hits me as answers.

Out of the blues I ask if I am the only one in this uncertainty? I sure hope not or  I'd be doomed. Well, maybe not particularly doomed,because  I have learnt in time past that what happens tomorrow isn't far fetched from what obtains today... 

      

So, if I don't want to be abusive tomorrow, I curtail my urges today. If  I want to earn good money, I turn myself into a rare specimen people will have no other choice but to pay for my services.Whatever is done or not done today always have its harvest or life springs

in the future.My responses today will just be the same tomorrow all things being equal..so by being deliberate about the changes actions.

   

Even beyond this, while it seems so natural for me to hate the vices and my flaws that emerges from my life, inversely, I can also make something out of them. I think that the discovery of flaws,in themselves, are a demand for a  corrective solutions.  It's more like a call to apply the basic instinct of a creative mind,  reasoning and knowledge inclusive, to produce startling results - a paradise even. 

With the power of decisiveness, my flaws today, may just be that guide to tomorrow's answers. Well, as for me that's one thing I'm willing to do,  milking the advantage from disadvantages. The world,as we know it today,is filled with both the good and the bad,the sweet and the bitter and neither one  is exclusive. It is the art of balancing the both that makes life's experiences worthwhile and beautiful.

   

Unfortunately,  I am beginning to tire myself out with the wheels turning in my mind so  I must lay this to rest but not before I remind myself of the need to keep in touch with reality. I mean the need to craft a plan for myself. The catch here is that it need not be something terrifyingly big, but something implementable. While a dream can be as huge as the entire universe, a plan needs to be as practicable as possible. This is so that when I conquer the first, I am confident enough to draft another till I reach my goal undertaking a journey of victories.